no.

I'm not doing this fucking shit anymore.

I'm not dealing with this stupid fucking house and it's disgusting fucking residents anymore.

I refuse to be called fucking names and told that I'm fucking worthless just because fucking what? I fell asleep?? PEOPLE FUCKING SLEEP RAEWYN YOU DUMB WHORE??

"Well you turned your lights off, so obviously you PLANNED to sleep!"

LIKE NO BITCH I JUST PUT THE COLOUR SETTINGS ON LOW BECAUSE YOUR FAT FUCKING ASS DID SO MANY DRUGS AND ALCOHOL WHEN PREGNANT THAT MY WEAK FUCKING EYES CANT HANDLE HOW BRIGHT THE DAMN LIGHT WAS. DON'T YOU BE GETTING BITCHY WITH ME YOU FUCKING WHORE, I DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN, I DIDN'T TELL YOU TO FUCK THAT MARRIED MAN, I DIDN'T TELL YOU NOT TO GET THAT ABORTION. YOU DID THIS TO YOUR FUCKING SELF.

LIKE GODS, AM I NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE DARK LIGHTS?? SO WHAT IF I FUCKING FELL ASLEEP?? IT WAS T W O HOURS, IF IT'S SO FUCKING IMPORTANT THEN JUST WAKE ME UP WITHOUT BEING A CUNT ABOUT IT.

like honestly, I've tried killing myself

They did NOTHING

I was bullied for years

They did NOTHING

I was accused of crimes i didn't fucking commit

THEY NOT ONLY DIDN'T HELP, BUT THEY TRIED TO FUCKING TELL ME TO TAKE THE BLAME BECAUSE THEY "KNEW IT WAS ME" LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU DIRTY BITCH YOU KNOW NOTHING.

I was harassed by a fucking pedo for YEARS

THEY. DID. NOT. HELP.

They wanna fucking sit there and be all like "i DiDn'T rAiSe YoU lIkE tHiS" like uh whore you didn't raise me fucking period you dumb bitch, i did it myself because YOU WERE NEVER FUCKING THERE

Like istg when i was a baby she was never fucking around, so much that i refused her milk when she finally fucking was around and only had bottle-

And she has the audacity to be mad at me about that.

I was a BABY

IF SHE EXPECTS ME TO LIKE HER THEN MAYBE SHE SHOULD CONSIDER NOT FUCKING ABANDONING ME, BUT IT'S TOO DAMN LATE FOR THAT.

MAYBE, SHE SHOULD'VE CONSIDERED NOT FUCKING BEATING ME AS A YOUNG CHILD FOR DOING BASIC SHIT, LIKE, UH, IDK, FUCKING CRYING WHEN I FALL OVER? LIKE DAMN JUST DON'T HAVE KIDS IF YOU'RE GONNA BE THAT WAY.

mAYBE

She should've considered the fact that actively calling her son a mistake would make him wanna fucking leave

Maybe she should fucking think about her actions and not tell me that if she kills herself that it's MY FAULT SOMEHOW?

I MEAN DAMN WOMAN YOU THINK I WANNA DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT? GO AHEAD BEFORE I DO IT MYSELF.

i was just fucking tired

why the fuck does me accidentally sleeping = automatically a terrible fucking person, absolutely horrible, fuck it, I've committed a heinous crime, how fucking dare i.

I'm so fucking done with this fucking country and it's stupid, worthless fucking parents.