⌗ intro !! ꒱
hello ka <3 this is a very much last minute blog, but in celebration of chihoon's birthday, I prepared a small blog of songs that remind me of chihoon <3 all are from either my ults or semi-ults because it was easier to choose songs this way bye. hope you enjoy!!
❝ mixed up ! by ㅡ enhypen. ꒱
I’ve said this many times, but chihoon was actually the first person in to1 to catch my attention even pre-debut and I immediately biased him sometime in march 2020 and yes, it hasn’t changed since. I first hearing mixed up as well, I was speechless, it was an instant favorite. I searched up the lyrics of it earlier today as well and the way it literally talks about enhypen being the main characters literally screams chihoon energy, like as a chihoon stan, I have to say he just stands out so much in each and every to1 video, you literally can’t get past him </3 chihoon has a very unique face that’s easily spotted anywhere, that’s really a feature I first noticed him by and I doubt he isn’t generally recognized for it, but not many of my friends even know to1 to begin with so I don’t actually know bye. but besides the face, I have to say the first time I heard chihoon’s voice was uhm… oh my god. to think of it, he could actually pull off mixed up really well with that voice?! there’s just so many things to think about when it comes to chihoon’s connections to mixed up without… them actually being connected in any way? does this make any sense whatsoever?
❝ angel ! by ㅡ onlyoneof. ꒱
was this my first onlyoneof song- I think so?? I stanning them immediately after this era started. funny how I semiult them now though, I never thought this day would come yet here we are. but back to chihoon. he was always someone I treasured a lot since the beginning and it might be because of the bright and colorful concept onlyoneof went for during this era, but you know he is my angel <33 I mean obviously, you saw this coming. but there’s just something about chihoon that makes me wanna protect him at all costs and no matter how long has it been, it feels like I’ve stanned to1 and biased chihoon like yesterday, he never fails to make me smile exactly the way I did when I first saw him. my love for idols honestly constantly changes as I’m getting more comfortable, but something about this angel boy just never changed, it feels like he’s been my home since the beginning and I can’t get him nor this thought out of my head. but actually kinda the same with angel and onlyoneof generally?? like I never thought they’d come high up my bias list, but they never failed to make me smile since day one and honestly they were the ones who made my summer 2020 a memorable experience. you know what they said, “one love for life” and it’s chihoon.
❝ come to me ! by ㅡ treasure. ꒱
I could honestly include treasure’s entire discography here, but with come to me being my most listened to treasure song, I think it’s the right choice <3 I think rather than chihoon, come to me applies to me in my first few days as a chihoon stan? I don’t usually pick biases this early and it made me a bit worried about like… bias changes and things like that? because bias crises were never my thing, I like staying loyal to my first bias or at least change my bias when I’m really sure I want to change it, but with chihoon I was so unsure whether I made the right choice or not? because on one hand, he caught my attention first and he made my day by just coming into my life, but on another hand, he was really the only to1 member I knew. you know how you like watch guides on youtube when you’re getting into a new group right- well yeah the predebut lineup was by age and chihoon was first, I paused the video and tried to find as much chihoon content as I could, literally love at first sight goodbye. so that was it, but look at me?? it’s been over a year and I still bias chihoon send help I’m gonna cry </3 yet I don’t ult nor semi-ult him which is a bit weird to think about honestly.
❝ love cherry motion ! by ㅡ choerry of loona . ꒱
do people even know I semi-ult choerry- like I find it so funny how I talk about other idols so much more than my semiults especially. like I don’t know, I talk about chihoon so much more than choerry and I find that a bit weird honestly. but I do recall listening to love cherry motion for the first time actually. I mean nothing new, but it’s the type of song that makes you just instantly fall in love and it makes me so surprised how choerry is one of the least biased loona ?? like, how do you not fall for her. familiar? I’ve been mentioning this for chihoon all throughout this blog already and I’ll say it again, chihoon best boy. I immediately fell in love and as a chihoon stan of over a year, I can confirm there is no way back from this hole. and obviously, the “ah ah imagine” part is when you hear his voice for the first time <33 yes I had to, it’s life changing. “I have fallen, love cherry motion into a purple, midsummer night’s dream love cherry magic dreaming of a paradise with you” yeah that says a lot about my love for chihoon before my love for choerry and I find that strange.
❝ complete ! by ㅡ onf. ꒱
no because this song has the perfect lyrics to fit in this blog the best. I always say to myself that no matter who I unult or unbias, they’re always going to be the idols that shaped my music taste to what it is today, but you know your current biases are always the most special to you in the current period of time. and I think that applies well to chihoon really well, because sure it’s been a long time, so honestly I doubt I’ll ever change my to1 bias, but even if I do, he’s the one who made me feel complete, literally the one who made me the together I am today. to1 have always been a very special group to me and I always said to myself “one day I’m going to ult them, I just see it.” and although I’m not sure when that day is coming, I think it’s only fair to thank chihoon for making me stan in the first place pfft. onf on another hand are a recent semi-ult of mine and though I find it funny how I semi-ulted them the week I stanned them while it’s been over a year of me stanning to1, I do believe there’s going to be a time in my years as a kpop stan when I’ll just ult them the way I just semi-ulted onf and on one hand I can’t wait for that time to come, but on another, I also know letting go of your ults once your kpop journey is done, is the hardest and I’m not ready for that just yet, because they’re really the ones who make me feel complete right now, chihoon and to1 I mean.
❝ dahlia ! by ㅡ gidle. ꒱
once again, we have songs that first caught my attention, one of them obviously also being dahlia by gidle. from the very first lyrics… “so beautiful, just looking at you with your own eyes makes me fall in love” seriously this song just exposes everything I have to say about chihoon and it’s not even funny </3 somehow I feel like I keep repeating myself all the time, but you know chihoon is t h a t person that makes you feel safe and fall in love without even trying. but you know here’s the thing, the original reason of me being interesting in chihoon, I it is the fine visuals. and dahlia is t h e song when it comes to appreciating visuals in my opinion?! like comparing someone to flowers is something that’s considered very uhm… royal-like here? like you can’t just say it to anyone and although we don’t have actual royalty here anymore, I will definitely 100% say chihoon has the beauty beyond a flower. as I mentioned earlier, somehow everytime I look at him, it feels like I’m looking at him for the first time and it makes me beyond proud of just everything he’s done in his career, or rather, I overthink my love for chihoon a lot and you know, that’s the only right way, because he deserves all and more of it.
❝ mixtape#2 ! by ㅡ stray kids. ꒱
“do you when we first said hello” can I just cry my eyes out already jesus christ this is too much. the day I first saw chihoon was just something else. and I’m never going to shut up about it. actually, it was just a bit after our quarantine started and even now when it’s been over for quite some time, I can still confidently say there was a boy who made my quarantine my best life experience in a while and it’s chihoon. there really isn’t much to unpack here rather than how much chihoon means to me and how 2020 changed my life so much not just because of this stupid ass virus, but because of chihoon and to1 generally as well. ahh how much I wished to call them my favorite rookies, but at the end of the day, it’s a matter of fact that one of my ult groups debuted in 2020 as well. on a separate note, mixtape#2 was the song that made me bias and ult minho back then, the 200 days anniversary of that is actually coming up very soon pfft destiny? I mean either way there’s no use in denying chihoon is one of the idols who has the most meaningful bias story out of most my biases and above some of my ults as well actually, but it makes me so sad in a way as well, thinking how to1 went inactive on us after count 1, 2.
⌗ outro !! ꒱
thank you for reading <3
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this is so cute omg 🥺
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