Cat food

cw: mentions of cannibalism

He is hungry — feasting on me as if he has never eaten something in his entire life. I was never one for cannibalism but poetry makes it sound so beautiful. The first kiss is the start as the poets say.

A heavy kiss — but what is that without accidentally biting someone's lip. There is a wedding between to people, the mixing of blood, yours and mine but why would I want to do that willingly?

I would not risk a blood infection for you nor would I do a blood pact with you. I thought about it in the past, when love consumed me too much. The blood inside of me is too clean for you meanwhile yours is severely dirty.

Mainly because you are reckless. As reckless as somone saying they are going to jump, jumping to their death from a tall building. Maybe I said that in too many words for you to understand.

So I will spell it out for you, I don't think love is for you. You don't know how to act with love in your hands. Can you even love? Is there even a fraction of love in there?

You are not stupid, I know that but you are lacking in the emotions and self awareness department. So no I don't love you anymore. I did at one point till you tried to crawl under my skin like a parasite when I am in psychois.

They say you can't force someone to love you but what they can do is trick you into it.

note: this poem is a mess fr

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