My habits have not slowed down at all. It sometimes feels like no one even really cares anymore if i keep doing it cause no one notices or bothers to say anything and i know that sounds whiny but i just dont know what to do anymore
And this is gonna sound weird probably but like ok so Im asexual, yea? everytime i think of someone flirting with me seriously i feel gross but ill gladly flirt back with someone if it’s platonic.
But sometimes i just ITCH to have someone to care for. Its gotten to be a problem
I genuinely cannot imagine living without having someone close, like i feel like i need someone with me at all times. Everytime i think of moving out i start stressing out and thats when my whole sh thing get the best of me. I genuinely do not think i can live alone, i feel like i cant function alone. Im fucking terrified. Many times ive purposefully tried to go deep to go out that way or take more medication than intended but miracu-fucking-ously i manage to squeeze by.
Im like a sad clingy motherfucker or smth
If there are typos ignore them its 7 am and i havent gotten any sleep yet
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