Whats the point anymore?!

This a rant/ me venting. I never thought I would get to this point but I just don't want deal with life anymore. I feel like every thing I do is not good enough. I have no energy anymore. I know that bottling it up inside is not good but I can't help it, I have been doing it for as long as I . I got told something today and I interpreted it I think in the wrong way but it made me think that all the decisions I've made so far aren't the right ones. What is wrong with liking something or wanting to buy stuff about that thing?! Why is it that I can't freaking like something and not get criticized for it? So what if I want to collect things, what so bad about that?! There are so many other things I could be collecting or doing. I just can't do it anymore. I'm done. I feel like all these bad thoughts have always been there but me being my stupid self decided to push them back so now there coming at me in full force. I'm done. :cry: :disappointed_relieved: