//TW depression n sh shit idk
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So uh. To put it short i ended up hurting myself a bit more and a bit worse compared to other times than I probably should have
I went to my doctors check up like a week ago and thee day before it i did do something stupid and had to put a bandaid on it cause it looked bad and of course she asked why i had a bandaid on in that spot which each time that happens i use the same excuse which is humiliating cause my mom is there each time plus the bandage wasnt big enough so half of it stuck out but anyways she said she’d use he/him pronouns with me from now on once she saw my trans pin on my beanie so that made me happy :)) why all if this has been happening is because i was basically told the medical shit i have going on with me im gonna have it for life, and to add onto that i can never take testosterone or my mom mentioned get top surgery. Im going to talk to her more about that one though cause im not sure if she meant it the way i thought or not
And i was extremely stupid today by using an actual blade so now im gonna try and keep myself from doing that
Anyways basically just here to say im dumb and got 10 scars out if it. Most of them will probably fade so im not worried
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