my 2 years here

well i'm a day early, but since i won't be here tomorrow, i shall do this today :))

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i first got this idea from SepticSwift aka Elise (who is amazing) a while ago because i saw her doing this and a timeline of her blogs and stuff since she ed this amino, and so, that's what im gonna do.

let's take a trip down memory road fellas and reminiscent on my good ole' fetus days 🙃

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i ed this amino, two years ago, on the 19th of March. so that would be back in 2016. i was such a noob. does anyone even use the word noob anymore, or is that trend over? oh well. so anywho, let's start this chronologically.

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my first blog

this is such typical newbie behaviour

now we know

:))

curators headquarters

i can't believe that i thought there was such thing as a headquarter where all the curators wear headsets and speak into their microphones saying 'oh let's feature this content'.

um

what?

um no 2

what?

i made so many edits

for edit contests. woah nobody does those anymore 🤔

the fanfic I never finished

i was so so subtle

i mean no one had a clue, that's how subtle i was :speak_no_evil: 🙄

SWIFTMASSS

that kinda flopped lol

the swiftie awards

that i never finished and probably shouldn't have ever started.

when i left-ish

my 2017 self was correct, that was cheesy. why did i have to make it sound so dramatic and big sigh

the fan fiction i never finished pt 2

i always knew from the moment i started that i wouldn't finish it, yet i still hoped i did 🙃 the plot line was so weird what was i thinking

SA nostalgia

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what even is this

ahh the read now tournament was one of the best things i've ever done here

it was just so fun (thanks so much sohvi for creating that)

y'all do you swiftie savers?

i was actually pretty proud of these edits

but now i can't even be bothered to edit like that anymore lol

when reputation came out

when i got Instagram

shameless self-promo hAH

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i have had such memorable and beautiful moments here that i won't ever forget. i've made friends that left and stayed. i've seen how amino has evolved and we've been through a lot as a community together. i when i first ed, i was so confused. i didn't have any friends except for a few, and i was so intimidated by some of the other bigger s. but i've gotten used to everything and settled now. if you're new to this place and is reading this, don't worry, i know exactly how you're feeling.

but along with the good, comes with the bad. there were problems, but like every society, there will always be problems. more than once, i've thought of leaving this place and community for good. it contributed a lot to the fact that i felt like i couldn't fit in with people. i was jealous, even. and if it was making me feel down, i had the power to just go. but i realised that there was no point in being jealous because there are so many more good things out there. i've learned to accept that, and now im in a good place. if you ever want to talk, i'm happy to listen :two_hearts:

i gotta it, this place is much deader than before, but it still feels like a second home to me. that, of course, is a big part played by meenal (it's your 2 years tomorrow too!), shree, tina, salwa and clarisse 🙃

i know most of y'all are probably sick of hearing this, but you played a big part in making this my second home too. Yes, you. all those comments and likes and reposts, they've made me so happy over the years. i might not show it, but I really do appreciate every single one of you. i'm sorry if we don't talk anymore, but even if we don't, i still . i the happiness you shared with me. i'm thankful.

and as for those mentioned, thank you. thank you for everything. thank you for making me feel loved, thank you for making me laugh, thank you for just being here with me. you make me begin.

thank you for 2 years