Samantha

I'm at a loss for words

I don't know what to say but I ache every bone and muscle hurts

Almost feels like I've been here before

This is déjà vu

I already wrote this verse

I'll act all surprised and play along

But we both know I got this part rehearsed

And I know typically I'd try to get pity

But this time I think she got the worse

Ha, she doesn't even know it yet

This time she got the worst of it

I loved her so much I woulda done anything for her

That's what she still don't get

There wasn't a single thing that I wouldn't have done

I even told her to choose her pick

Said I'll do anything just name it, then carved her name into my wrist

And leat a scar a few inches thick

Just proving there was no limit

Still, I feel she got the worst of it

'Cause my love's gone I quit

But she never loved me so I'm not losing shit

But if we ever talk again

Damn I'll be such a different man

If she ask for a favor

I'll say shove it no way there's not a fucking chance

Since we're just friends

You're no longer in a position to make demands

Listen I'm not here to please you

How's that make you feel

Jeez, for real babe you're still gorgeous

But now you got the least appeal

If you thought I acted funny before

Just wait 'till I'm Patrice O'Neal

It isn't ideal but you chose this

You made it clear now I can't ignore

There'll never be a future between us

Where we have kids, one boy one girl

But if you went playing on marrying me

What'd we pick those baby names out for

It feels like I'm always falling short

You say I'll never be your Prince Charming

Then I might as well fall on my sword

I it it's my fault for spoiling you

Only a boyfriend has these chores

You surely put me in my place

But leave before I put you in yours, ah

I'm done jumping through hoops

For some ungrateful bitch

You just came to expect it more and more

You got used to my affection and warmth

'Till it was no longer special like before

And that's when my feelings became a burden

So you told me to put then in drawer

But if you keep breaking my heart you'll loose me

I'm sick of this part already

Let's skip to the end of this Nicolas sparks movie

Fast forward do we ever start improving

Are we doomed do we end up together or not?

Is there a twist in the plot looming?

Stewing like what's in this pot brewing

Is any of this worth doing, huh?

Can you at least tell me why you loved me

But only like any other friend

What's wrong with me? Am I that ugly?

Whatever it is I'll understand

She says I don't know what it is

Well, god damn it, think harder then

Think please, think, harder try

It's easier to pick myself apart once one time

Then always wonder why

I'd rather know truth

Than to think there was no reason

I'm just simply not that guy

'Cause then I'll start to overanalyze

And I can accept I'm not the one, just tell me why

Why? 'Cause why is the question I'm haunted by

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You're gonna hate when I stop loving you

'Cause when I do

Things went still be all sunshine and lollipops

There'll be no more rainbows and gumdrops

I swear they'll be nothing leaft for me

To shout from rooftops

I'm telling you, you're gonna miss the old me

When my love sto— sto—

When my love stops

You showed me all this attention

You whispered those sweet nothing

As you showered me in affection

Said you couldn't promise me anything serious

But it was headed in that direction

And soon we were talking about sex

We were talking about kids

'Till one day a plan hatched

And we thought we should get hitched

Now looking back it was far fetched

To ever think you would fall for me that quick

But you must've been faking

'Cause explain how you go from me being

Your potential husband

To being nothing

You're fuckin' crazy

Then you got the balls to blame me

As if it's my fault that my heart

Couldn't just do the same 180

Damn, you sure are selfless

You're such a generous giver

Bitch I gave you everything, every piece of me

And you only gave me like a half sliver

'Cause the other half's pilfered

But any medication to make me stop carings

Worth choking on a fat pill for

'Cause I don't wanna love you anymore

And I'll be willing to forfeit memories

And get brain surgery to get my mind sorted

Until I no longer wanna risk my life for ya

I woulda taken a bullet and died for ya

If they could cure me with a vaccination now

That'd be the only way I'd get shot for ya

But I told ya

I would rather die than live a life without you in it

I've bled for you

I've engraved your name into my skin and it's permanent

But I said I'd anything for you so I did it

Shit, I said I wouldn't move on from you and I didn't

And for the last four years up until now

I fucking meant it

But you've truly pushed me, ed me limit

And proved my love was infinite

'Till my feelings for you were deminished

Then you went and pushed some more

And now my love for you is finished

Again, I'm at loss for words

She used to think I was sweet

But now she treats me like I'm creepy

As if I'd be stalking her

Perched in a tree with binoculars

Just 'cause I told her there's no lenghts

I wouldn't fuckin' walk for her

Walk a thousand miles 'till my feet bleed

Over broken glass, rocks and dirt

Fuck, it'd hurt

But I'd walk on hot coals for blocks

Until my socks are burnt

And I could list more things that I woulda do

But by the time I talk to you

Everything I stated will not be true

Yeah, next time we talk I won't feel this way

How doesn't that bother you?

Hell, it would bother me if I was you

You don't even seem phased and I just claimed

I would walk a thousand miles for you

Girl, fuck a thousand miles

I woulda walked 25 thousand

And that's all the way around the world

But still I'd do it without a doubt

And I tell you this and you don't flinch

Well, bitch after this

You'll be lucky if I move an inch

I don't fully grasp

How once in a lifetime this woulda been

It's not everyday you find someone

Who feels the way I did

Some people wait there whole loves for someone

To feel that way for them

Now what if you took me for granted

And you never find quite as much love again

You'd be missing now

But there's nothing in store so it's time to close shop

(I'm lettin' you go)

You might miss it now

But I know you will when my love stops

(I'm done for good)

Yeah, there's no going back

When my love stops

This world will never be

What I expected

And if I don't belong

Who would have guessed it?

I will not leave alone

Everything that I own

To make you feel like it's not too late

It's never too late

Even if I say

It'll be alright

Still I hear you say

You want to end your life

Now and again we try

To just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it all around

'Cause it's not too late

It's never too late

No one will ever see

This side reflected

And if there's something wrong

Who would have guessed it?

And I have left alone

Everything that I own

To make you feel like

It's not too late

It's never too late

Walking through life unnoticed

Knowing that no one cares

Too consumed in their masquerade

Welcome to my profile and dosvodanya comrade if you need me just dm me and i will answer it when i can as for those fellow russians i leave you with this message.

Ваша преданность Родине высоко ценится, и я позволю вам быть здесь максимально свободными, так как трудности там могут быть тяжелыми. Помните, что вы не одинокий друг, так как я буду рядом, чтобы следить за вами.

:ru: Tachanka :ru:

“Home is behind the world ahead

And there are many paths to tread

Through shadow to the edge of night

Until the stars are all alight.

Mist and shadow

Cloud and shade

All shall fade

All shall fade”

“You’ve got to wonder, Kivouachians don’t perish with time, billions of years we’ve been about, and life’s not worth much, once all the rest is gone. You get bored of the weep of birds and the sound of laughter and smell of pine. Life, is like a piece of paper, and the writing? Is all lies. Our stories, when you only have ninety years, the ink turns to gold. So valuable, the days you live because soon, the story will end. But what if you have a never ending page, a bottomless ink where the more you write the less it all means. That’s our curse, we live so long, that’s not even the life anymore. We’re not living forever.

We’re dying forever.”

Being alone will break anyone but being together will make it easier to hurt you.

Random person

Age 21

Gender Female

Sexuality potato

Favorite thing to do....uuuuuh...good question

Favorite characters in siege IQ Cav and Frost

What i like guns,blades,explosives,space,wohman

What i dont like......still figuring that out so far idk

Favorite deviant art creator is Rookie425 check him out his work is amazing

System i play on none stopped gaming like a year ago

What you will see from me lots of cosplay and rping plus random nonesense with me and staff

Favorite staff member damn......uh....miskii duh

Favorite band

Radio Topik!!

Favorite song i have two one is a lifetime of war and the other is 7734

If you want to rp just pm me im always up for it

Best way to describe me

So hot

Out the box

Can we pick up the pace?

Turn it up,

Heat it up

I need to be entertained

Push the limit

Are you with it?

Baby, don't be afraid

I'm a hurt 'ya real good, baby

Let's go

It's my show

Baby, do what I say

Don't trip off the glitz

That I'm gonna display

I told ya

I'm a hold ya down until you're amazed

Give it to ya 'til your screaming my name

No escaping when I start

Once I'm in I own your heart

There's no way you'll ring the alarm

So hold on until it's over

Oh, do you know what you got into?

Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do?

Cause it's about to get rough for you

I'm here for your entertainment

Thanks have a wonderful day and enjoy yourselves out there. Thank you for reading you now just wasted about a minute of your life that you will never get back.

SEE YA IN HELL!!