#30DayWritingChallenge Day 1

Day 1: Discuss your current relationship

Current relationship with Shayne is unfulfilling atm to be honest. We love :two_hearts: each other dearly but it honestly wasn’t what it cracked up to be.

It’s emotionally abuse never the less. :heart: I’m always pushed to the side to the point where both me and the relationship isn’t a main priority.

🧡 Our plans never go according to plain and always get canceled.

:yellow_heart: Makes promises that are never kept.

:green_heart: Won’t be open emotionally due to judgement.

:blue_heart: Can’t be relayed upon. Due to couple of points above.

It’s to the point where I’m in a dating app to find a FWB or partner who can fulfill my needs. But over the past few days I’ve seen improvement but it seems to be short ended.

He has asked me to go out on outings a few times but all at inappropriate times due to me being at work. Which in the end we don’t end up seeing each other.

We were going to meet tonight but something happened in which I just didn’t felt seeing him tonight. Instead I’m going with my eldest sister for a round of pokies :slot_machine: and a drink 🥃.